Bottom dysphoria is utter hell. Congratulations on getting what you need and thanks for sharing your thoughts.

By the way, when a certain transphobe in my life asked me derisively if I was getting surgery, I turned around and asked him was he was doing with his genitals. I've been told that it would have been better if I had told him, "If you're so concerned about it, I'll send it to you after I have it cut off and then you can do whatever you want with it."